The day i whacked the drums, till the devil runs

I trust in you for life to live, and air to breath.
Purity fills my lungs.
I no longer live in solitude.
No longer bound.
My heart beats with great devotion.
This is the start to a new beginning.
On my knees praying for mercy.
Hands raised high, humble and broken. Wanting your grace.
Wanting your security.
Memories of laying facedown, motionless, with such a hollow feeling inside.
Soon I would end this life I was living.
I am just a man with a heart and sinful hands.
I am a fallen victim.
Lord, show me the way. I ask of you Father, let my words be your words.
Let my thoughts be your thoughts.
To you, I give my praise.
Show me the way. Take me in your arms. Never let me go.
Lord, show me the way, as I give myself to you.
Never let me go.
Hold me with your everlasting love.

A song i wrote for God

Verse

He leaves his footsteps behind, I know that his around

He do know what’s my name, I praise him everyday

Chorus

His name is Jesus, his my strength and my provider

His name is Jesus, I will follow him Wholeheartedly

His name is Jesus, His name is Jesus

Verse 2

As i continue this Journey, his with me all the time

God may delay his plans, but i know it’s right for me

Days passed, time flies, i wonder what i had been doing more than half a year. Everything seems fine, but why i’m not satisfied? I made lots and lots of new friends. :) i can’t settle down my feelings at times. I need proper time of reflection and just alone would be nice. I just don’t feel right

It’s not about the music, but it’s from the heart that where i want to present to God new songs of praise through drums, singing, guitar.

This is what i wanna do, if someone can accompany me it would be much better. I wonder who besides God :)

Social Realists are popular persons full of energy. They are reliable, well organized and helpful. Traditional values are important to them. Founding a family also plays a central role in their life. Social Realists have a marked social streak. They are always ready to listen to the worries and problems of others and spare no effort when they are asked for help. With empathy and understanding, they can sense what other people need. Social Realists are always willing to highly regard the strong points of the other person and to excuse that person’s weaknesses. They are the most sociable of all personality types. Social contacts are very important to them.

Social Realists find it very difficult to cope with conflicts and criticism - harmony is their elixir of life. Acknowledgement and esteem are very important to this type. Differentiation on the other hand is not necessarily one of their strong points. At work and in partnerships, they are loyal, committed and always there when needed. They find it easy to make friends due to their open, warm manner and they have a large circle of friends. In love, they are faithful and attentive and care for their partners with a great deal of imagination and sensitivity. Social Realists show their feelings openly and honestly. Should a relationship break up, they tend to blame themselves. That is why they find it very difficult to end a partnership even if it has not fulfilled their requirements for some time.


Social Realists are more conservative types. They have a set system of values and rules which is orientated to the prevailing traditions. They prefer clear, structured surroundings and work processes; they find too much change und unrest unpleasant. Their strong points are carefulness and reliability and not so much flexibility and spontaneity. Social Realists are open-minded towards anything new only to a limited extent. But, should one be looking for someone to fulfil a task reliably and exactly, they are the right persons.


Adjectives which describe your type: extroverted, practical, sentimental, planning, emotional, temperamental, energetic, tradition-conscious, loyal, helpful, devoted, reliable, caring, objective, thorough, organised, warm-hearted, open, friendly, sociable, chummy, obliging, self-sacrificing, public-spirited, sensitive, kind, demanding

i need to be confident in whatever i do. Must not lose focus

God is good

The Truth of Battlefield, is actually part of the Pearl from Tama and Tama’s brother Yamaha tried to steal it. DW came later and settled the problem with OCDP